Rumors

Rumors have been spread
A lot of things have been said
The innocent takes it all
The innocent will be the one to fall
The people will not believe
The people will not see
The people will only hear
The people will continue to talk
to spread to hurt to hate on the innocent
The innocent got burned
and learned a little in the process
The innocent will wait and pray for the truth to prevail

Black

The emptiness is consuming 

The nothingness takes over 

The feelings go numb

Nothing matters anymore

Everything is lost, or shattered 

It all goes black 

Numb

The package only gets heavier
The hurt only gets less painful
The mind only starts to think more deeper
The heart only beats to survive
The body feels nothing
and the surroundings are worthless.

Because I know

I know what loneliness feels like

I know how it feels like to pierce your skin and bleed

I know how it feels like to feel disgusted of your own body

I know how it feels like to wish death upon yourself

I know what darkness is 

I know what pain does to people

I know what sleepless nights are like

I know how it feels like to see all your efforts gone to waste

I know how it feels like to be useless, worthless, simply nothing 

I know, i know it could be worse, but it could be better to?

I could be better, not bitter 

happy not crappy

it could be better
but it's just worse 

Life

Life isn't easy

Cause us humans we choose to complicate it 

we choose to learn a lesson the hard way 

we choose to repeat the same mistakes

thinking, hoping the outcome changes

it doesn't

the start is always different

but it always ends up the same

its a circle cycling

we can change that 

but we don't want to 

A Little Break

I said I wouldn't fall again
I wont feel the pain
Once more, I fell.
It's like heaven, it's like hell
The good feelings, the bad
One second happy, another sad
Loving someone is like an emotional roller coaster
I SWORE
I PRAYED
NOT TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN
TO SEE ALL MY EFFORTS GONE IN VAIN
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SO HURT AGAIN
THE NUMBING PAIN
THE FEELING OF NOTHINGNESS
THE HOPELESSNESS, RESTLESSNESS, LONELINESS
We all know nothing lasts
I knew, I knew.
But sometimes you just think maybe this is different
Before you know you are bent
and then broken.
Is it ever worth it?
Is it ever going to be true, pure, real?
Wanted, needed, a human feels the need to feel wanted, and needed.
To love, to be loved.

Must Watch

I got goosebumps listening to this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7tlFfKCESg