Me

I decided to live for me
to dedicate my life for me
to love no one but me
to be no one but me
to look after no one but me
it may seem selfish but this is for me
and right now I need me
cause no one was there for me
and i really need no one but me

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I tell myself I don't need anyone
I tell myself that I'm better off alone
I've learned
and hell knows i've burned
I was raised in a place where love was never acquired
and apparently its important to be required
I went into this world not knowing what is this thing people claim to be the best
and I had to try it which transformed me into a beast
I tried to love but i just cant
they all want my love
but trying was never enough
I just want to be left
but somehow people just keep coming
wanting something i cant give
something i dont think i have