Insecurity

We are all insecure at some point
At some point, we completely feel weak
Uncertain.
Then you start focusing and over thinking
About your flaws, counting them one by one
About every aspect in and out of your body
You start to pick on yourself
Like rose petals
"Not so good enough"
"Not so good enough"
"Not so good enough"
"Oh I wish I was someone else"
Someone other than yourself
Someone perfect
Someone pretty
Someone witty
Someone talented
Someone who's beautiful inside and out
And then you lose it
You want to isolate yourself
You start to push people away
But all these thoughts are created by your own imagination
You see something completely different
You wish people didn't see you the way you saw yourself
In reality you are a whole lot different
and completely imperfectly beautiful
Inside
And
Out

Passion

I'm passionate with what I do 

Every word I say about it 

Makes my heart move

Street art screams truth

Sketches are soul pieces

Doodles have meaning 

Portraits speak 

Each flaw of a master piece is the best aspect 

Not everyone can see that 

But a true artist 

A true artist can tell a story 

Can make a difference 

Teach a lesson 

A true artist will make you feel 

The passion within 

Not everyone who draws is an artist 

Not everyone who perfects drawings is a true artist 

It's not about how precise it is 

It's the story that lies Beneath 

It's the lesson to be taught 

It's a part of the artist within 

A Passionate artist is a true artist 

Not a perfect artist but a true one. 

And that is all that matters. 

Inside

Look into my eyes

You'll soon realize the truth from lies

That I'm not happy … not fine

The character I once built for myself

Is somewhere ,might be resting on a shelf

The smile on my face

Is now out of place

All you can see now is me

The girl who lost her heart

Who watched her life fall apart

Constantly hoped for her happy ending

All she wants now is her end

To end her play and pretend

This broken soul inside of her

She wants so desperately to set free

Because life.

You can't have it all

There is a price to pay 

Someone or something will take the fall 

Life goes that way

You have it good for a day 

Then the next it's gone all away

Count your blessings 

Don't take anything for granted 

Cause one day 

Everything could be taken away.

Fade to black

Darkness 

Nothingness 

Loneliness

I am a creature of the night 

I have no will to fight 

Sick of picking up the pieces

Of my broken heart 

Shattered soul

I am falling apart 

I am no longer whole 

I am not myself 

I just push them away 

I can live by myself 

That's the only way

To live happy 

But lately This void 

This black hole is filling me up

Emptying my soul 

Darkness

Nothingness

Loneliness

Is all 

Will be all 

I feel..

I am fading into black

And I can't go back 

Intro.

No, this is not a blog about a cliche story that has a happy ending, not about the lastest trends, and not about making this world a better place. This blog is meaningless to you, but to me it's my silver lining.

My head just ain't what it used to be, and again what's the point anyway? ~