Because I know

I know what loneliness feels like

I know how it feels like to pierce your skin and bleed

I know how it feels like to feel disgusted of your own body

I know how it feels like to wish death upon yourself

I know what darkness is 

I know what pain does to people

I know what sleepless nights are like

I know how it feels like to see all your efforts gone to waste

I know how it feels like to be useless, worthless, simply nothing 

I know, i know it could be worse, but it could be better to?

I could be better, not bitter 

happy not crappy

it could be better
but it's just worse