A Little Break

I said I wouldn't fall again
I wont feel the pain
Once more, I fell.
It's like heaven, it's like hell
The good feelings, the bad
One second happy, another sad
Loving someone is like an emotional roller coaster
I SWORE
I PRAYED
NOT TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN
TO SEE ALL MY EFFORTS GONE IN VAIN
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SO HURT AGAIN
THE NUMBING PAIN
THE FEELING OF NOTHINGNESS
THE HOPELESSNESS, RESTLESSNESS, LONELINESS
We all know nothing lasts
I knew, I knew.
But sometimes you just think maybe this is different
Before you know you are bent
and then broken.
Is it ever worth it?
Is it ever going to be true, pure, real?
Wanted, needed, a human feels the need to feel wanted, and needed.
To love, to be loved.