I said I wouldn't fall again
I wont feel the pain
Once more, I fell.
It's like heaven, it's like hell
The good feelings, the bad
One second happy, another sad
Loving someone is like an emotional roller coaster
I SWORE
I PRAYED
NOT TO GO THROUGH IT AGAIN
TO SEE ALL MY EFFORTS GONE IN VAIN
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SO HURT AGAIN
THE NUMBING PAIN
THE FEELING OF NOTHINGNESS
THE HOPELESSNESS, RESTLESSNESS, LONELINESS
We all know nothing lasts
I knew, I knew.
But sometimes you just think maybe this is different
Before you know you are bent
and then broken.
Is it ever worth it?
Is it ever going to be true, pure, real?
Wanted, needed, a human feels the need to feel wanted, and needed.
To love, to be loved.
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Sunday, August 4, 2013
This.
Releasing and exposing myself gives me a sense of power. I'm not afraid to write down my feelings or say what I've been through. I've grown into a strong fearless girl, and I thank every shitty moment and person in my life for that.
Saturday, August 3, 2013
Who are you?
To do what you do
To say what you say
To people who go through shit everyday
Who are you?
To shove your opinion into their minds
To make them believe they are worthless
To make them feel helpless
Who are you?
To ask people not to judge you
When you go around judging others
To ask for forgiveness
when you are willing to torment a sorry soul
Who are you?
To take away loved ones
To make them slaves to you
Who are you?
To break peoples hearts
To play with their feelings
When you ask them to promise you not to leave
To stay.
Who are you?
To laugh at others feelings
When your emotions and humanity shut off
Who are you when you're alone?
Weak?
Insecure?
Needy?
Worthless?
Attention
People crave attention
and once you give them what they want
they start to want more or nothing at all
Twisted minds, complicated souls
Humans are so hard to please and understand
Those who don't want the attention need it
and those who need it don't deserve it or appreciate it
and once you give them what they want
they start to want more or nothing at all
Twisted minds, complicated souls
Humans are so hard to please and understand
Those who don't want the attention need it
and those who need it don't deserve it or appreciate it
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