Insecurity

We are all insecure at some point
At some point, we completely feel weak
Uncertain.
Then you start focusing and over thinking
About your flaws, counting them one by one
About every aspect in and out of your body
You start to pick on yourself
Like rose petals
"Not so good enough"
"Not so good enough"
"Not so good enough"
"Oh I wish I was someone else"
Someone other than yourself
Someone perfect
Someone pretty
Someone witty
Someone talented
Someone who's beautiful inside and out
And then you lose it
You want to isolate yourself
You start to push people away
But all these thoughts are created by your own imagination
You see something completely different
You wish people didn't see you the way you saw yourself
In reality you are a whole lot different
and completely imperfectly beautiful
Inside
And
Out